Chapter 15 - The Lowest Point

The police searched the storage unit under warrant.
I did not go.
I spent that afternoon in my obstetrician’s office because stress had triggered painful tightening across my abdomen.
Not labor.
Not yet.
But enough for the doctor to order me to reduce stress immediately.
I laughed when she said it.
She didn’t.
“Claire, your body does not care that your legal problems are important.”
I placed both hands over my stomach.
“What do I do?”
“You let other people handle some of this.”
I hated that answer.
Control had become the only thing making me feel safe.
But my child mattered more.
So Samantha handled the storage unit.
Detective Keller handled Grant.
Ethan handled digital forensics.
I went home.
I turned off my phone.
I sat in the nursery.
Ryan and I had painted it together.
Soft gray walls.
White shelves.
A wooden crib still in boxes because Ryan said we would assemble it after New Year’s.
There were photographs of us on the dresser.
Ultrasound pictures.
Our wedding photograph.
Ryan laughing.
Me looking at him.
I picked up the frame.
For three years, I had believed I was building a family.
Now every memory had a question attached.
Was this real?
Was that?
Did he choose the restaurant because he loved me or because Grant had researched me?
Did he propose because he wanted me or because marrying me solved a financial problem?
Then I saw the ultrasound photograph tucked into the corner of the mirror.
Our baby.
Whatever had been false before, this was real.
I began crying.
Not angry crying.
Not controlled crying.
The kind that leaves you folded over your own knees because your body has finally run out of places to store pain.
My phone stayed off for four hours.
When I turned it back on, there were thirty-seven notifications.
One was from Samantha.
CALL ME.
I called.
“What did they find?”
She hesitated.
“Claire.”
“Tell me.”
“The ledgers were there.”
“And?”
“They support everything.”
I closed my eyes.
“That’s good.”
“Yes.”
“But?”
“There was a file labeled with your name.”
My hand tightened around the phone.
“And the baby?”
“Yes.”
“What was in it?”
“Copies of your estate documents.”
“That isn’t surprising anymore.”
“There was also a draft petition.”
“What petition?”
Samantha spoke carefully.
“A custody petition.”
My stomach turned.
“For whom?”
“Ryan.”
“Against me?”
“Yes.”
It had never been filed.
But it was prepared.
The draft claimed I was emotionally unstable.
Work obsessed.
Frequently absent.
Dependent on prescription medication.
None of it was true.
Attached were photographs.
Me crying after my grandmother died.
Me drinking wine at corporate dinners before pregnancy.
Me sleeping on the couch after overnight work.
Every ordinary moment had been converted into evidence for a future case.
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The plan had not merely been to take my money.
Ryan had been preparing to take my child.